Tag Archives: journey

Fate, Destiny and Purpose: A Pondering

I desperately want to be one of those people that feels like things  are meant to be will be. Sometimes I do believe that. I believe it with my whole heart. Until something happens (and something always happens) at which … Continue reading

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The Truth Is…

I wanted to write about a lot of things this week; a warrior women’s manifesto, thoughts on the injustices of life and all the horrific ways it hurts us, the fact I finally cleaned my apartment (I assure you that … Continue reading

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Getting Reaquainted with Anger

I have never described myself as an angry person. By adulthood I did not present anger, ever, having learned instead to control it by channeling it inward, at myself. I can remember, thinking back on the last few years, a … Continue reading

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Confessions of a once atheist now ‘crazy Christian’ twenty something

I grew up Catholic. German Catholic. Strict German Catholic.  Basically this means I am well versed in guilt. Also I believe in saints. Additionally I have the training from my childhood to follow and participate in a Catholic mass in … Continue reading

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A Poem From My Renaissance of Self Era

Important notes to consider: 1. My renaissance of self era began last fall and is really taking off this fall. The poem below is from this fall. 2. Poetry is the most private form of creating I do because it’s … Continue reading

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Thoughts From a Tuckered Out Grad

For the first time in about a week I feel truly, honestly tired. In all my excitement for life sleepiness keeps getting vetoed. Sorry sleepy self stoked for life self won again, try again tomorrow. Today is the victory of … Continue reading

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All That I Am

In this process of what I’m now calling ‘self renaissance’ I’m finding a liberating quality of always being prepared. So long as I am connected to and sharing my truest self with all the vulnerability that demands, I’m ready. The … Continue reading

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Something About Stars and Thoughts in Early November

Usually I explain myself in sequences, in a story, and with my added commentary. Today I’m starting at the end with a part that will mean far more to me than to you.  I laid on the concrete slab of … Continue reading

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The Curious Case of Vulnerability

I am back in my gloriously disheveled apartment thinking about life, like I do. The same sense of electricity and corresponding sparks still exists but until otherwise stated, lets just operate under the assumption it’s there and a factor in … Continue reading

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Thoughts from a Conference

Some people, wisely, focus on attending conferences. Going, absorbing, and bringing that knowledge back.   I envy those people.  In my growing zest for life I thought ‘ oh I’ll present, compete, and get back in time night class.’ cute … Continue reading

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